Frozen.

Well, it was another short week and yet I am still frazzled. As someone put it: nothing personal, but you look like sh!t. Guess I look as I feel.

I am in a panic about gaining enough experience and, even before that, the ability to improve my skills. My signing is awkward, my receptive weak, my nerves drying up. We all have our strengths and areas we need to improve. I need to stop comparing myself and begin by taking a solid inventory of my skills.

I am not turning back, I am not running away, just running (in place) and scared.